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"The resiliency of any complex adaptive system is
embodied in its diversity and in the capacity for
adaptive change among system components."
"Natural systems are highly nonlinear, and what we
observe in any environment is in part the result of
accidents of history and of the influence of emigrants
from neighboring ecosystems."
- Simon A. Levin , Fragile Dominion: Complexity and the Commons
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"If we look at the various fields of human
knowledge�from physics to biology to psychology,
sociology, theology, and religion�certain broad,
general themes emerge, about which there is actually
very little disagreement�My point is that if we take
these types of largely-agreed-upon orienting
generalizations from the various branches of
knowledge�from physics to biology to psychology to
theology�and if we string these orienting
generalizations together, we will arrive at some
astonishing and often profound conclusions,
conclusions that, as extraordinary as they might be,
nonetheless embody nothing more than our
already-agreed-upon knowledge. The beads of knowledge
are already accepted: it is only necessary to string
them together into a necklace."
- Ken Wilber, A Brief History of Everything
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GLOSSARY
STRESS
Any external stimulus, from threatening words to the sound of a gunshot,
that the brain interprets as dangerous
FEAR
The short-term physiological response produced by both the brain and
the body in response to stress
ANXIETY
A sense of apprehension that shares many of the same symptoms as fear but
builds more slowly and lingers longer
DEPRESSION
Prolonged sadness that results in a blunting of emotions and a sense of
futility; often more serious when accompanied by an anxiety disorder
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ARE YOU TOO ANXIOUS?
Everybody feels a bit of anxiety from time to time, but a
clinical anxiety disorder is a different matter. If you suspect
you may be suffering from one, you should consult a professional
for a diagnosis. The psychological diagnostic manual lists 12 anxiety
conditions. Here are the signs of five of the most common ones:
PANIC DISORDER
WHAT IT IS:
Recurrent, unexpected attachks fo actue anxiety, peaking
withitn 10 minutes. Such panic may occur in a familiar sitation, such
as a crowded elevator.
WHAT IT ISN'T:
Occasional episodes of extreme anxiety in response to a real threat.
WHAT TO LOOK FOR:
Palpitations; chest pains; sweating, chills or hot flushes;
trembling; shortness of breath or choking; nausea; light-headedness
or feeling of unreality; fear of losing control or dying.
BOTTOM LINE:
Four or more of these symptoms in at least two descrete episodes
could spell trouble.
SPECIFIC PHOBIA
WHAT IT IS:
Consuming fear of a specific object or situation, often accompanied
by extreme anxiety symptoms.
WHAT IT ISN'T:
Powerful aversion to certain places or things
WHAT TO LOOK FOR:
Do you come up with eleaborate ways to avoid the object or
situation?
Do you derad the next possible encounter?
Are you aware that the fear is excessive but you are unable
to control it?
Does merely thinking about the thing you fear make you anxious?
BOTTOM LINE:
Don't worry if you just plain hate, say, snakes or crowds or heights.
The key is how powerful your feelings are - and how you handle them.
OBSESSIVE - COMPULSIVE DISORDER
WHAT IT IS:
A preoccupation with specific thoughts, images or impulses,
accompanied by elaborate and sometimes bizarre rituals.
WHAT IT ISN'T:
Fastidious - even idiosyncratic - behaviour that does not
significantly interfere with your quality of life.
WHAT TO LOOK FOR:
Are the obsessive thoughts persistent and intrusive?
Do you expend a lot of energy suppressing the thoughts,
usually unsuccessfully?
Are you generally aware that the thoughts are irrational?
Is the anxiety temporarily eased by a repetitve ritual such
as hand washing or a thought ritual such ass praying?
Are the rituals time consuming?
BOTTOM LINE:
Some researchers question wether OCD is a genuine anxiety
disorder. Whatever it is, it does respond to treatment - provided
you seek help.
POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER
WHAT IT IS:
Repeated, anxious reliving of a horrorfying event over an
extended period of time.
WHAT IT ISN'T:
Anxiety following a trauma that fades steadily over the course
of a month or so
WHAT TO LOOK FOR:
After witnessing, experiencing or hearing about an event that
caused or threatened to cause serious injury, do you:
Have recurrent recollections or dreams about the experience?
Feel emotionally or physically as if the event were still occurring?
Experience intense anxiety when something reminds you of the event?
Try to avoid thoughts, feelings, activities or places associated
with the event?
Have difficulty recalling details of the event?
Experience anxiety symptoms such as irrirtability, jumpiness,
difficulty sleeping, feelings of detachment from others, diminished
interest in things, feelings that you future is in some way limited?
BOTTOM LINE:
Sometimes, PTSD will not appeaer until six months after the event.
Seek help whenever symptoms occur.
GENERALISED ANXIETY DISORDER
WHAT IT IS:
Excessive anxiety or worry, occurring more days than not for six months.
WHAT IT ISN'T:
Occasional serious worry that doesn't markedly diminish quality of life.
WHAT TO LOOK FOR:
Restlessness; difficulty concentrating or sleeping; irritability;
fatigue; muscle tension.
BOTTOM LINE:
If you have three or more symptoms for the required six months, the
diagnosis may fit.
- Jeffery Kluger, Time,
June 10, 2002
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Nose-Septum Aftercare Information
Primary Suggestions
Anti-bacterial Soap
The optimal way to care for your piercing is to clean
it twice daily (If you are physically active, try to
schedule your cleanings after you exercise). The
easiest and most comfortable way to clean your
piercing is either during or immediately following a
hot shower. The hot water and steam will help soften
your skin and loosen the crust at the base of your
jewelry (making it easier to remove). While in the
shower, wash your hands thoroughly with anti-bacterial
soap�preferably a medical grade soap such as Provon or
Satin. (Beware: anti-bacterial soaps containing
fragrances can irritate your piercing or cause
allergic reactions.)
Next, gently remove the crust from your jewelry with a
disposable, one-use product such as a tissue,
cotton-ball, swab, or square. (Do not use a hand towel
because bacteria can lie dormant in the cloth.) Then,
place some anti-bacterial soap in your hands and rub
them together as to create a nice lather. Gently wipe
the jewelry and your piercing with the tips of your
fingers, being careful not to scratch or irritate the
area. Once the jewelry and piercing are lathered with
soap, spin the jewelry so that the ball on the jewelry
rests on one hole of your piercing; then, spin it so
that the ball rests on the opposite hole. This process
will help run some soap into the wound, helping to
ward off bacteria. After spinning the jewelry back and
forth several times, rinse the area and jewelry
thoroughly while continuing to spin the jewelry back
and forth. (Tip: Do not place your piercing directly
into the shower�s streaming water. Instead, try to
redirect the water with your hands in order to reduce
the intensity of rinsing.) If your starter jewelry is
not a captive bead ring or circular barbell, try your
best to perform the above process without overworking
and irritating the area.
Sea Salt Soaks
After completing the above process, you can perform
your sea salt soaks either in or out of the shower.
First, fill a fresh disposable cup with approximately
8 ounces of water and add � teaspoon of sea salt,
stirring until it is dissolved. When ready, either
place the cup over the piercing--forming a vacuum-type
seal--or dip the piercing into the cup. If either of
these techniques are not possible, pre-soak a fresh
tissue, cotton-ball, swab, or square in the sea salt
solution and firmly press it on your piercing. In
order to promote effectiveness, the first sea salt
soak should last at least 10 minutes. All additional
soaks should last at least 5-10 minutes. Following the
sea salt soak, pat your piercing and jewelry dry with
a fresh disposable paper or cotton product.
Ibuprofen
For those who are extremely sensitive, an
over-the-counter anti-inflammatory such as ibuprofen
(Motrin IB, Advil, etc.) can help reduce swelling and
pain.
Additional Tips
According to piercing-friendly physician Dr. Janet L.
H. Keating with the Duke University Student Health
Service, one of the best ways to care for and heal a
piercing is to �promote healthy lifestyle habits.�
Some additional tips for this include:
- Remember: A piercing is a wound. Consequently, you
should expect tenderness, swelling, discoloration, and
possibly bruising, bleeding, and itching. Also, a
natural part of the process for healing any wound
includes the secretion of a white-yellow fluid
(containing dead cells and blood plasma). This fluid
will dry and form crust on your jewelry. To properly
remove this crust, refer to the Primary Suggestions
for healing your piercing.
- Never touch your piercing without first washing your
hands with anti-bacterial soap. This is a great way to
avoid infections even after your piercing is healed.
- Do not use petroleum-based ointments (e.g.,
Neosporin, Bacitracin, etc.), peroxide, alcohol,
Betadine, iodine, and Hibaclense!! These substances
can hinder and prolong the healing process.
- Check the accessories (e.g., balls, gem-ends, dice,
etc.) on your jewelry for tightness at least once a
day. Make sure your hands are first cleaned with
anti-bacterial soap!! Checking your accessories is
something that you should make habitual throughout the
life of your piercing. Remember: tighten all threaded
accessories by turning them to the right�righty,
tighty.
- During the entire healing period, the jewelry should
remain in place to act as a drain. If the jewelry is
too large to allow adequate drainage, it could be
replaced with a smaller size by a piercing
professional. Removing your jewelry prematurely can
cause an infected hole to close up, trapping an
infection and leading to complications requiring a
medical professional. If you feel that the normal
secretion is turning into a thicker and darker
discharge, please do not hesitate to contact your
physician for more advanced treatment (e.g.,
antibiotics).
- Always wear loose and clean clothing around your new
piercing. Tight or unclean clothing can irritate or
infect the piercing, possibly causing it to migrate.
- Do not engage in rough activity that may threaten
your piercing. Intense friction and pulling on a fresh
piercing is a common way to trigger migration, a
process in which the body �pushes� the jewelry out of
the body.
- Do not expose your fresh piercing to oral contact or
other bodily fluids. Use protective barriers such as
condoms, dental dams, and finger cots�even if you are
in a monogamous relationship.
- Do not expose your piercing to cosmetics such as
make-up, hair styling products, lotion, etc. Cosmetics
contain many different ingredients and can cause
irritation and infection.
- Eat nutrient-dense meals throughout the day and
consider supplementing your diet with Vitamin C (3000
mg in mineral ascorbate form) and Zinc (120 mg for
males and 60 mg for females). These supplements are
most effective during the first 2-3 weeks of the
healing process. If you are very active (e.g., work
hard, partake in regular exercise, etc.) extra
nutrient-dense meals and an additional multi-vitamin
supplement may help keep your immune system working
efficiently.
- Drink plenty of fluids. 8-10 glasses of bottled or
purified water is a good way to keep your body
hydrated.
- Try to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night. This
is considered the optimal amount of sleep for the
body. This will help your body heal as best as
possible. If you are living in a high-stress
environment, consider resting as much as you can in
your down time.
- Try not to sleep on your new piercing. This cause
irritation and prolong the healing process.
- Replace your bedding with clean sets of sheets,
blankets, and pillow-cases as much as possible during
the healing period.
- Do not leave jewelry out of a piercing for too long!
If you must remove your jewelry, either put in a
retainer or replace it ASAP. For example, a tongue
piercing can close-up in a matter of hours.
- Avoid going into a pool, hot tub, lake, etc. These
types of water can be unclean and may induce
infection.
Approximate Healing Period:
Septum 6-12 weeks
For additional reputable resources, please visit:
The Association of Professional Piercers
Gotham Body Piercing
(Formerly the Master Piercers of Gauntlet)
Elayne Angel�s Rings of Desire
Tribalectic
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